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To show your true self, to believe and trust.

It’s never too late to change your life.

3.09.2022


For a long time, I have thought

That I fought against one particular person.

He was the monster in my head, he was my greatest fear.

I pictured him as a narcissist who played with me

And hurt me because he was cruel and had no soul.

Only later I saw the reality:

Not against him I was but against myself.

Our talks which I imagined where I said what I really felt,

How painful it was and unfair what he did to me

Were the talks with my infantilism.

Because we got angry only with something which we deny in ourselves

We close our eyes and pretend we don’t care

Though we want to scream.

As soon as I accepted myself, the anger has gone.

I forgave myself, my heart is light,

I let myself be weak and vulnerable

And I’ve never felt as free and

Close to something incomprehensible as I am now.

5.09.2022


I believe in love.

Love that conquers all,

Love that heals and inspires.

And if you don’t fight for your love

So, what else do you fight for?

6.09.2022


I feel endless love and beauty inside,

It even hurts to express the way it shines

Because there are no words for this.

I want to cry it out loud,

I want to shake your indifferent minds,

I want to make you feel alive.

6.09.2022


I have always been a dreamer.

Even when some people hurt me a lot,

I’ve never given up on my beliefs and never will.

6.09.2022


If somebody hurt you a lot,

It doesn’t mean that you are a fool.

It means you have the biggest heart

Because you tried to see the light when there was none.

7.09.2022


Love and joy should be slow and gradual

Like you’re walking through the park on a sunny day

When you don’t have any business to do

Or any problems to solve.

Our world is full of quick pleasures,

They are easy to find and to forget.

People pretend that everything is alright just because

It’s not fashionable to feel sorrow.

But what will be left in the end?

Is there any happiness in this? No.

Details are important, focus and feel.